Thanks God. :)

First of all, I would like to thank God for creating me in this incredible planet called, Earth. I'm able to breathe, live my life to the fullest, became the normal human being should be.. having big great family, who always support me in no matter of time. At the same time, He has created these beautiful people who makes me feel more grateful towards everything in my life, MY FRIENDS. Some of them are fake, but some are truly sincere. They are one the reasons why I keep on moving in this rocking world. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!

However, above all these are my Lord, my Savior, Jesus Christ. He is the one who never leave me and guide me all the way  in my life. I admitted that I had done to many wrongs in my life, yet, He is still there for me and brought me back to right path. I miss all the moments where I spent most of time doing the good deeds to my church. :(  He has done one of the greatest and biggest thing in my life and that is LOVE. " For LOVE is the greatest gift above all. " I learn how to love people in my surrounding, my families, my friends & everyone. & I know now is the time for me to open my heart and experience precious thing called love. :) Thank you Lord, thank you. I cant stop praising and worship Your name. ^_____^ 

I miss my little darling!

Oh gosh, I miss my little brother, Daryl so much! It felt like the holidays lasted for 2 days only instead of 2 weeks! XD Yala, during the hols I spent most of my time with him ba. wuuu. i received a phone call from them. wuuuuu~~ i miss him damnn much! hahaha. he's a grown up kid dy. the way he talked to me in the phone amazed me cuz he understand why i havent come back home for quite long time. whoa.. i miss home too. but at the same time, i know that im gonna miss UMS too later. i mean, i miss the people here. especially my dearest friends! :(( we have great bond together and always help each other whenever needed. thanks God for the blessing you have given me. :) I love all of them so muchassss. ^^ they had left  their footprints in my heart. :))

something about friends

Friends are easy to find. But the real friends are hard to find. They just like diamond which is really rare to found and hard to keep. Last month, I've been facing lots of issues regarding friends. Especially those who used you for their own luxury. They were never there for you whenever you are in trouble. I labelled them as a parasites.

Whom I trusted, shared my feelings and thoughts with...turned to be the one who betrayed me from behind. Tell me, does it worth a value as a friend?? I don't even know what had I done until I deserved to be in that kind of situation. Let me tell you. I had such a hard time when all of this happened. I had sleepless night, tired after long hour of driving and sick.. All I wanted was a warm console and fun with people whom I called friends. But then, shits la.. they said bad things behind me. oh super thank you to them. I finally see the true colors of them!

I still recall how I need them in my big time, they were not there for me.. I can hardly see them, not even a piece of them, they were just like wind which vanishes in the thin air. fugly people. It took me quite long time to be open upon all the incident that was happened. Im the one who being hurt the most cuz I trust them like hell ba.

Let me tell you something, once people kill the thing I believe in most, which is FAITH, he or she will have nothing to revive it back to life. Trust me, I will never be able to trust them though I forgive them. 

1st post for year 2011. :)

Wow, its been a while. Now is 24th of February. 2nd month of year 2011. Welcome New Year. :)

The sisters. :)

       Okay, I'm going to start with my holiday for the last semester. Yeah, we had our final for the first sem. Not bad. My result was OKAY. enough said. :) gonna struggle harder for this sem. For me, this sem is more complicated than before, maybe because of the foreign language. HUH~ :(  *gonna tell you guys more about that in the next blog, perhaps. ;) *

       Back to the November 2010, hrmm.. not much happened. i guess. yeah, cuz my last paper ended on 26th. a week after that I got a camp. a church camp. It was FUN! :) though at first, I didnt get well with others so well cuz of shyness. ahaha! but after that, i found out that actually they are cool to be friend with. Glad that I met them, my brothers and sisters in Christ. =] We were having it at the center for few days at first to prepare ourselves spiritually. Then, by mini bus, we traveled to Kg. Tiong, Tamparuli. We were divided into 3 sub-kampung. *cant recall the name of the sub-kg* sorry! :)

Beautiful view of mountains back there as their background.

With Nanie, Rachelle & Budon

It is a BEAUTIFUL place with fresh cool air. Together with Kuntap, Nanie & Clauv ( they are my foster's sister!) we stayed at Mrs Regina's home. There are 7 members of this family, parents, 4 boys and 1 girl. They are the coolest foster family ever. :) When we were there, Budon(Roybryan) and Budok(Rachelle) are the closest 'siblings' to the 4 of us. Rachelle even slept with us every night except for one night when we had our Rosary prayers, if im not mistaken, cuz we came back late at night, almost midnight. When we were there, they exposed us to the their daily activities. There are too many activities that I cant even mentioned all. ehe~ but one thing for sure, it is a very precious experience to me. I appreciated it so much. Thank God for calling me into this vacation, my friends who encouraged me too & my parents who allowed me to join. & everyone!! I cant mentioned all the names. Still, I love you guys though n lots of thanks. *Big Bear Hugs*!! ;)

Alleluia! :D

Part of the participants. 

Theme: "Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth." 1 John 3: 18.

      I went back to my hometown 2 days after the camp ended, it was a last-minute flight anyway. hmm. >< my eldest sister fetched me up at the airport, it was a night flight, AGAIN. I hate night flight cuz along the way there must be any complications with the plane bcuz of the weather. I dont like it. T_T  However, thanks God for guiding the pilots, the plane managed to land safely on the ground. WAH~~ ahaha! ;) Ohh ya, its December dy by the way~ Christmas was just around the corner. This year celebration was fun as usually, it just that this year we celebrated it in our home. Well, that's feel better cuz I got the chances to met up with my friends and relatives. SO NICE to meet them. At home, I was the driver, cool aite? ehe, my mum got the chance to relax bha.. Anyway, I got NEW BROTHER! n yeah, he born on 11-11-10 at 11am. SUPER COOL 11! :D:D ehehe~ He is a cute little angel in our home~ wah. *now im missing him* huhu~~ ah, i miss them. esp, my closest bro, Daryl. huhu~

With dearest Gabby & Sammy.

Ash, Shey, Daph, Soo & Mon.

    On the first day of Christmas, I went out~~ yeah, whole night long. hahaa~~ so funn weii~~ we even managed to sent Ken a goodbye wave in the airport cuz he is going back to Uni dy! USM bha~~ awal nee. N yeah, his gf, our dearest Shey,  was sad. huhu~~ funnyy. I did outings with my friends countless cuz i miss them so much until nights, n yeah, i will received phone calls from home told me to get back before midnight.  hrmm. ahaha~~ i had so much fun till i didnt realized that the time is actually ticking. ehe ;p I met many people la~~ countlesss..cant type all their names. HAHA!

with Shey

Open house at Christy's place.

         On the last month of December, early in January, our old friend, Denalda, had a mini ceremony to bless her marriage n little daughter, Vynalda. She is a cute little girl! aww~ De & her husband knows how to produce the cute one! LOL~ im just kidding. no offense. ;p I went there together with Fazai. She became the driver because she scared of my driving at night. >''< she told me that I had night-blindness!!! @@~~ huhuhu~~ cuz the back wheels almost got into the drain which I thought grass when I did reverse parking. >><< haha~~ its an experience tho. LOL.

with Mujan, Daph, Fazai n Mon.

De & VIc & Vynalda

with my girls, Mujan & Sammy.

     Before I went back to KK, I got a haircut. bangs. hoho. its a cute bangs tho. I looked like kids. Some people even thought that I was wearing a wig bcuz it looks so fake on me. ahahaaaaaaa~~~ I went back to KK along with my dad n his friend, we're driving. My dad is the best driver. n he is actually killing me in the backseat cuz he didnt press the break pedal in the bumper. I kept on jumping on my seat, n my head was totally hurt cuz bumped with the roof all the time. Thats why I dont really like to ride in Hilux, feels like riding a   mad horse. >(  I went back to UMS day after we reached KK, I drove. Before that, I did few adjustment with the front lamps, inside the car, I even changed the mirror inside the car for clearer n wider vision. ehe~ I brought too many things feel like moving away from home. HAHA~

My bang. ehe~ along with my real good friend, Cathe. :)