Thanks God. :)

First of all, I would like to thank God for creating me in this incredible planet called, Earth. I'm able to breathe, live my life to the fullest, became the normal human being should be.. having big great family, who always support me in no matter of time. At the same time, He has created these beautiful people who makes me feel more grateful towards everything in my life, MY FRIENDS. Some of them are fake, but some are truly sincere. They are one the reasons why I keep on moving in this rocking world. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!

However, above all these are my Lord, my Savior, Jesus Christ. He is the one who never leave me and guide me all the way  in my life. I admitted that I had done to many wrongs in my life, yet, He is still there for me and brought me back to right path. I miss all the moments where I spent most of time doing the good deeds to my church. :(  He has done one of the greatest and biggest thing in my life and that is LOVE. " For LOVE is the greatest gift above all. " I learn how to love people in my surrounding, my families, my friends & everyone. & I know now is the time for me to open my heart and experience precious thing called love. :) Thank you Lord, thank you. I cant stop praising and worship Your name. ^_____^ 

I miss my little darling!

Oh gosh, I miss my little brother, Daryl so much! It felt like the holidays lasted for 2 days only instead of 2 weeks! XD Yala, during the hols I spent most of my time with him ba. wuuu. i received a phone call from them. wuuuuu~~ i miss him damnn much! hahaha. he's a grown up kid dy. the way he talked to me in the phone amazed me cuz he understand why i havent come back home for quite long time. whoa.. i miss home too. but at the same time, i know that im gonna miss UMS too later. i mean, i miss the people here. especially my dearest friends! :(( we have great bond together and always help each other whenever needed. thanks God for the blessing you have given me. :) I love all of them so muchassss. ^^ they had left  their footprints in my heart. :))

something about friends

Friends are easy to find. But the real friends are hard to find. They just like diamond which is really rare to found and hard to keep. Last month, I've been facing lots of issues regarding friends. Especially those who used you for their own luxury. They were never there for you whenever you are in trouble. I labelled them as a parasites.

Whom I trusted, shared my feelings and thoughts with...turned to be the one who betrayed me from behind. Tell me, does it worth a value as a friend?? I don't even know what had I done until I deserved to be in that kind of situation. Let me tell you. I had such a hard time when all of this happened. I had sleepless night, tired after long hour of driving and sick.. All I wanted was a warm console and fun with people whom I called friends. But then, shits la.. they said bad things behind me. oh super thank you to them. I finally see the true colors of them!

I still recall how I need them in my big time, they were not there for me.. I can hardly see them, not even a piece of them, they were just like wind which vanishes in the thin air. fugly people. It took me quite long time to be open upon all the incident that was happened. Im the one who being hurt the most cuz I trust them like hell ba.

Let me tell you something, once people kill the thing I believe in most, which is FAITH, he or she will have nothing to revive it back to life. Trust me, I will never be able to trust them though I forgive them.