something about friends

Friends are easy to find. But the real friends are hard to find. They just like diamond which is really rare to found and hard to keep. Last month, I've been facing lots of issues regarding friends. Especially those who used you for their own luxury. They were never there for you whenever you are in trouble. I labelled them as a parasites.

Whom I trusted, shared my feelings and thoughts with...turned to be the one who betrayed me from behind. Tell me, does it worth a value as a friend?? I don't even know what had I done until I deserved to be in that kind of situation. Let me tell you. I had such a hard time when all of this happened. I had sleepless night, tired after long hour of driving and sick.. All I wanted was a warm console and fun with people whom I called friends. But then, shits la.. they said bad things behind me. oh super thank you to them. I finally see the true colors of them!

I still recall how I need them in my big time, they were not there for me.. I can hardly see them, not even a piece of them, they were just like wind which vanishes in the thin air. fugly people. It took me quite long time to be open upon all the incident that was happened. Im the one who being hurt the most cuz I trust them like hell ba.

Let me tell you something, once people kill the thing I believe in most, which is FAITH, he or she will have nothing to revive it back to life. Trust me, I will never be able to trust them though I forgive them.